That moment when that person you really care about says that they trust you, but apparently they really don’t and you find out the hard way and it reminds you of why you shut yourself off in the first place and hurts all over because you’ve been nothing but open and truthful and it all came back to bite you in the ass and you’re kind of emotionally just done…maybe you are an idiot…
It is kind of a heartbreaking moment when you realize that someone you really love knows nothing about you. Can’t see through you trying to keep it together. Hurts when you realize you’re just there to keep them happy and have no other purpose than that. Welcome to my life. Seems I always get myself into these messes so maybe I deserve it. I’ll just hold my head up high and try not to cry.
